my 2nd time did the last office,,,........

today like usually hv to wake up early n prepare myself go to work,.......
this week i posting at cardiac ward,.....
erm,.....
happy to posting thr,.....
the staft thr all vry nice ppl.,,,.....

today not so many patient,.....
thn, so fast finish the bed making all,....
ealry in morning time so many ppl standing outside the CCU,..(in front cardiac)
gt ppl crying so lot n make me felt so sorrow,.......

10 something gt call from ccu,.....
asking anyone wan to do the LAST OFFICE,....
i was vry fear of death body,......
but wht to do,.... still hv to face it ,.....

i went down wth one junior,.....
luckly the family wan to stay wth body for some moment,....
thn, we gt 1/2 hour to rest our mind,....
at 1st, i really vry takut bout it,
but aftr 1/2 hour, thn i felt ok bit.....

aftr tht, we went in the room,.....
this time is a INDIAN woman, 58 y old,.....
die of some complication,....
but i don knw wht,....
don wan to knw too muc,...
make me felt pity n sad bout it,....

this time is my 2nd time,.....
like usual i will pray whn i feel fear,....
this time i think i ok dy,....
not muc fear n i jus treat ppl in comatose,.....

the patient pass away so peaceful,.....
i think so,....whn i look at her,.....
................................
this time , at last i can complete one FULL last office,.....
clean the body,...the property,...the form all,....

so happy,.... at least can face my phobia,.....
hope the patient pass away in peacefully,....
GOD BLESS HER,.....

P/S: we should appreciate wht we hv,......
sometimes really tired to think too muc,.....
may b i should stop thinking too many,.......
we don knw wht will happen nex,.....
things jus keep changing,......
jus let it b,.......
it out of our control,....
stay happy ~~~~~ >.<
GOD BLESS ALL!!!