busy life ,....tired,.... stress++++

recently really tired n buzy,.....
posting posting posting~~~~
huh,.........

the time really pass so fast,.....
day by day,..... one mon gone,...
now alreally middle of oct,....
going to nov,....n hving exam,...
stress,.....really make me cant breath,......
time~~~ pls, wait for me~~~

wht should i do,.......
nt understand wht the hell tutor teaching bout,....
the point is , nt listerning in class,.....
awes slp in the class,.....
im going mad!!!!!!

posting,..working,...assignment,...exam,....
relationship things,.....bla ,..bla ,...bla,....
too many things come over,.....
i cant cope!!!!

im tired of it,......
too tired!!!!!!
sienz,.........

i need free done,.....
need understanding,...
need breath,....
really need a place to breath,......

p/s: Oh , GOD pls gv me strength,power,....make my heart strong enough to face all this things,.....
show me the way,.... tell me wht should i do,........

complicated,.....DISTANCE???? relationship.....

human being really vry complicated,.....
it bout relationship la,......
tht kind relationship bout gal n boy,......

erm,......
i jus hate ppl awes use "DISTANCE" as their reason to "break up",
wht kind of reason?
it is really so important? i mean to "stick" together?
ha ha ha,.....

if LOVE is thr, how far thy r still feel vr near,
but, if nt LOVE thr , how near thy r still vry far,.........

DISTANCE,......
thy end up wth this reason,.....
quite sad bout it,....

this morning, i hear tht my classmate who going to engage break up wth her bf,...
the reason the guy wan to end the relationship is"distance,....
really shit la!

few mon before ,
one of my classmate also end up relationship bcause of DISTANCE PROBLEM,
her bf went australia to continue his study ,.......
i think nt more tht half year ba,......
bla,..bla.....bla..........................................

so,...???? thn?????
thy still end up,......

so sad a?....
we think thy we end up wth good story,.....

love is mean wht?
this kind of small distance problem also make things messy up,......
haiz,......swt!


i better don think too muc bout it,...
i hate to guess things,.....
like this or tht,......
choose this or tht one?...
turn here or thr?.....
sometimes,ppl jus think too muc,......,right?

its really too complicated.....
enjoy my freedom n stay single,....
by the way, waiting mr.right,.......
wakakakka

p/s: too tired ,.....life is to complicated,.....
y we need to think too muc bout everythings,....
DEAR GOD, show me the way,........

my 2nd time did the last office,,,........

today like usually hv to wake up early n prepare myself go to work,.......
this week i posting at cardiac ward,.....
erm,.....
happy to posting thr,.....
the staft thr all vry nice ppl.,,,.....

today not so many patient,.....
thn, so fast finish the bed making all,....
ealry in morning time so many ppl standing outside the CCU,..(in front cardiac)
gt ppl crying so lot n make me felt so sorrow,.......

10 something gt call from ccu,.....
asking anyone wan to do the LAST OFFICE,....
i was vry fear of death body,......
but wht to do,.... still hv to face it ,.....

i went down wth one junior,.....
luckly the family wan to stay wth body for some moment,....
thn, we gt 1/2 hour to rest our mind,....
at 1st, i really vry takut bout it,
but aftr 1/2 hour, thn i felt ok bit.....

aftr tht, we went in the room,.....
this time is a INDIAN woman, 58 y old,.....
die of some complication,....
but i don knw wht,....
don wan to knw too muc,...
make me felt pity n sad bout it,....

this time is my 2nd time,.....
like usual i will pray whn i feel fear,....
this time i think i ok dy,....
not muc fear n i jus treat ppl in comatose,.....

the patient pass away so peaceful,.....
i think so,....whn i look at her,.....
................................
this time , at last i can complete one FULL last office,.....
clean the body,...the property,...the form all,....

so happy,.... at least can face my phobia,.....
hope the patient pass away in peacefully,....
GOD BLESS HER,.....

P/S: we should appreciate wht we hv,......
sometimes really tired to think too muc,.....
may b i should stop thinking too many,.......
we don knw wht will happen nex,.....
things jus keep changing,......
jus let it b,.......
it out of our control,....
stay happy ~~~~~ >.<
GOD BLESS ALL!!!