Last office!!!

waooooo......

this is my first experiece deuling with death body,(5 feb 09)

of couse i TAKUT la...

but what to do????

i must do what, one part of my job ma...

if i did do this time,next time must do also ma...

the girl is so pity.....
My god!!! She only 20.....
she die because of antibody complication,
her antibody "kill"each other.
her kidney,liver,heart,brain FAIL to function.....

actualy i never nurse the patient before,...
i go for do the last office.....
and i didnt know is a young girl.....
Anyway, i felt so sad.......

3 of us do the last office that day,
one staff nurse,my fren( clair,who got 2 times experience) AND me WHO is very blur.....
the staff nurse asked me,"why u look so blur?"
ya, i know i look very blur ...
pls forgive la, i 1st time ma.... takut ma....

the patient so thin,
her hair so few only,
face so pale,
hand cynosis(blue black)
body very cold,(leg!!!)
hers blood keep bleeding after we remove the branula....
at last we do the pressure dressing.....

we wait so long for hers clother,...
her moher taking so long time,
after that we use our hospital gown , than rape with white cloth


OH, gOD PLEASE bless her!!!